Reality Shot

I got my heart broken today. In the most undignified way if I may add. As I sat in the car on the way back from a lot of fun, I was shaking inside. When no one was watching some tears would roll down my eyes. When I was left with just one more person in the car I wanted to cry. Not silently- but aloud. Bawling, screaming, letting out all the insane pain that I was feeling inside.
I didn't. No one had ever seen me that way and I could not afford that now.
I have never felt so useless or broken in my life.

Yes, love, you can fall in love with something that may not have loved you back.

Yes, love, you can fall in love with something dead.